He was a breath of fresh air
Part of what I thought I was missing
Not knowing he was really a distraction
Reminds of the sour patch kid but in reverse
Starts off sweet and kind then turns mean
Well not mean in the sense that they no longer cared
But the interest was no longer there
Or maybe my expectation was off?
In any event this was my conclusion to the whole matter…
Nonchalant
Very sure of himself
Where’s the fullness of God?
Where’s the boldness in HIM
Cocky ain’t it
Boastful ain’t it
Be who you are but give Him glory
It’s not about you.
It’s not about what I have done or how I have contributed to something.
All the glory belongs to HIM (The Lord)
The Lord was preparing me for this …
almost got caught up in the “newness”
The newness was fun. It had all the workings of long walks, expensive evenings out, and spontaneous trips.
Wanting “something new” but at what cost?
It’s awesome to meet another human being with similar interest but the foundation may be rocky
Do you want that?
Do you want semi similar beliefs?
How do you justify that?
What you prayed for is what YOU prayed for
Don’t settle for less sis … it’s not worth it
A cup of coffee and a smile will only last for a short while
You want an Ephesians 5 kinda love
Not a homie lover friend
Glad my heart treaded lightly
Happy my mind was on radar
Now the reset begins
What ‘s next?
Only time will tell .. stay tuned
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