The one i wanted did not want me. I missed the ques. I honestly felt like quality time spent was an invitaiton to forever. I guess i was wrong. Never allow your imagination to run so far beyond what is expected. It will only lead to heartbreak. I have cried many times over lost encounters only to find out it would not have been worth the trip anyhow. Ha ha silly me. The calm before the storm. Always a bridesmaid but never the bride. I will just bask in the ambiance of all the love i see and hope for a lasting life in eternity.